Die Smiling

Die Smiling is a rare and intimate account of one man’s journey to Dignitas in Zurich and his ultimate triumph over suffering and disease. Told with wit and candour, Julie Casson traces her husband Nigel’s extraordinary journey from diagnosis of motor neurone disease to his death.Successful businessman and father of three, Nigel battles the degenerative disease with boundless courage and gritty good humour, until, faced with the unimaginable torture of a slow, living death – his spirit crushed, his body a tomb – he takes control. He decides to go to Dignitas to end his life, while he is still able to die smiling.The family prepares for this enormous logistical and emotional challenge: the gruelling Dignitas process and the eight-hundred-mile road trip to Switzerland. They complete it with pragmatism and humour. Denying the disease its victory and choosing his own cure, Nigel dies happily, in the arms of his wife and children.This is a thought-provoking and deeply moving book, where love, family, dignity and choice conquer adversity. It sits in the heart of the debate on assisted dying and raises questions about the right to put an end to suffering and the right to choose how life should end.

Julie Casson is a debut author and lives in Scarborough, North Yorkshire.Julie spent twenty-three years working in Further Education. Starting out as a teacher,her career evolved into management. She holds an MA in management from the Universityof York.Her career ended unexpectedly in 2007, when her husband, Nigel, was diagnosed withmotor neurone disease. Julie became Nigel’s primary carer. Nigel’s positivity, humour andpragmatism throughout his illness, and his determination to take control of his death, is theinspiration behind this memoir.In 2011, she started a blog, posting light-hearted commentary on every-day existenceand specific accounts of Nigel’s experience, which she later developed into this book. Shecompleted a creative writing course with the University of York.Julie is a supporter of the Motor Neurone Disease Association and member of Dignityin Dying. It is her greatest wish that Nigel’s story contributes to changing the law on assisteddying in the UK.